Hello, I am alive. Albeit still sick. And no one really knows what is going on.
So what's happening is my arms and legs and feet and fingers swell and I get big red hives all over my body(literally all over). I have been to the hospital twice in the last 3 month and spent a total of a month there. Two weeks the first time, two weeks the second one. In the specialised clinic.
Right now the verdict is none. Everything seems to be okay with the blood work and so on. Fuck that. And the best thing - I can't exercise at all. Not anything that strains the limbs and joint and shit, so basically nothing. As a result I have gained even more weight, bringing my highest weight to new heights. Nothing fits and everything hurts.
Work sucks. I hate it, I really do. I want a break from everything.
Hope you're doing better.
- A.
